The WALL: New stories
of drug war injustice
Do I deserve to die in prison?
By Sharanda Jones, prisoner of the drug war
I'm serving life in prison. I'm also a mother to a lonely little girl. My mom, a paraplegic, raised her family of five in the small, rural town of Terrell, Texas (population: 14, 200). Life was difficult for my mother financially, but she loved us dearly.
In 1997, I owned a restaurant with a friend, a Dallas police officer. I gave up a business in Terrell to focus on the partnership in Dallas. I worked hard, went by the rules, and paid my taxes. I had no idea that my life was about to be turned upside down, that I would be sent to prison.
Daytime turned night when Chuck Norris volunteered to work as a police officer for the Kaufman County Sheriff Department. While Chuck Norris was 'acting' as a police officer, someone decided a drug sweep might cap production off. The blacks in Kaufman County were targeted back in 1997, and Chuck Norris kicked in the doors of the citizens of my hometown. He handcuffed a few personally himself, too.
During the drug sweep, several people were arrested for trafficking in drugs. As a result, people I'd known for years were carried off to jail. The people arrested were threatened with life sentences if they didn't cooperate. It was an informant's festival of who could tell on whom. People were desperate to save themselves from mandated, harsh prison sentences.
One couple I'd known for many years was arrested along with so many others. Some did have small quantities of illegal drugs, others guns, and a few had cash squirreled away. Arresting agents told them they could 'help themselves' if they implicated others in exchange for reduced sentences.
I had nothing to do with one particular couple's drug involvement. But their 'cooperation' falsely implicated more than one unsuspecting, uninvolved individual. The couple called my home after their arrest, pleading for sympathy and needing financial help.
The government seized their
properties and assets, on their way to federal prison, and the
children left behind would be penniless. They asked me to help
them find some people that would buy drugs, so they could afford
legal and family help.
My business partner and friend, the Dallas police officer, was implicated in illegal drug activity, too. It was alleged that she and I had been identified in Dallas and Houston as drug conspirators.
The police officer filed a civil suit against the government for false accusation/defamation of character, wasn't charged, and remains free today. She has been officially instructed to have no contact with me.
In the end, I was indicted, along with my mother, sister, brother, and several others for seven counts of drug distribution. At trial, not one shred of physical evidence connected me to drug trafficking with four codefendants. The couple who placed the monitored call testified I was not involved in their drug activities.
The jury found me guilty of one count of conspiracy. Later, I was sentenced to life in prison. I was found 'not guilty' on six other counts.
Earlier, the government told my former attorney that I shouldn't concern myself with the threat of a life sentence. Prosecutors said if I implicated my friend, the police officer, in drug activity, they would 'help me out' by reducing my sentence. I could not do that.
I struggle with the absurdity of my life sentence, and the loss of my daughter, but hope each day that, against all odds, somehow justice will prevail. I really do not deserve to die in prison.
Older child of the drug war
By Tobi Crossland
My mother is imprisoned at a Federal Prison Camp. I am an older 'Child of the Drug War,' but young or old, this war affects us all. You see, when all of this started, I was just a teenager; my brother, sister and I all experienced the 'no knock raids' and rude police behavior. My mother was sent to prison about three years ago, a couple of days before the statute of limitations would have run out.
I now have two children of my own, one who knew his grandmother for three wonderful years and one who may never know her until he's sixteen. My oldest son and my mother had a special bond no one could break, and to this day he talks about the memories of the things he and grandma did.
Meanwhile, his father passed away, and a month later my sister passed away while our mother was imprisoned. The everyday struggle of dealing with their deaths and my mother not here is sometimes unbearable. Every prayer includes her and her struggle to handle our family's trials while being away from us.
When we go to see my mother, I sometimes feel guilty for hurting so badly when I see the younger 'Children of the Drug War' in the prison visiting room with their mothers. As a mother I can only imagine the pain these women feel when the visit is over, as children grasp their mothers so tightly and cry so hard trying not to be torn away from their moms!
My mother's prison roommate has little ones who sometimes leave before us, and the strength she reveals in fighting back tears while they are with her is empowering. I know in a few minutes all of that strength will end, and she and so many other mothers will spend hours, some even days, crying from the visit that was so bittersweet.